I Am Not My Doubt

Lately, my pondered thoughts have been circling around one word: doubt.

As I prepare for the Berkshire Yoga Festival, I’ve caught myself overthinking everything—from which designs to bring, to how much inventory to prepare. This process has been exciting, yes, but it’s also been emotionally layered. Underneath the planning is that quiet whisper: What if no one buys anything? What if this doesn’t work?

But then I remind myself: I am not my doubt.

Building Umindak has always been about creating something meaningful, not just “more.” That’s why I’ve chosen to build this business with low inventory and a made-to-order mindset. I don’t want boxes of clothing collecting dust. I want to create for people who see the art and feel connected to it.

When you choose to invest in a piece from Umindak, it tells me something: you’re not just buying a product—you’re saying yes to a wearable story. My hope is that the art you wear reflects something true about you—your spirit, your personality, your way of being in the world.

I want Umindak pieces to feel likeextensions of who you are. For you to feel seen, powerful, playful, grounded—whatever truth you need to carry in that moment. I want you to tell your story while wearing it.

Truthfully, choosing what to bring to the festival has been hard. I’m still getting to know you—the people who are drawn to Umindak. What makes you feel strong? What colors reflect your energy? What do you reach for when you want to feel fully yourself?

I’ll be posting photos of the pieces I’ve selected for the show—my small but powerful offering. Because even though the inventory is low, the intention is high.

I’ve also learned that the best way to push through doubt is to invest. Signing up for this festival was an investment—of time, funds, creativity, and trust. When I commit like that, I’m less likely to back away. I’ve told people I’m doing this. That accountability matters. It helps me follow through, even on the days I feel shaky.

If you’ve ever felt like your doubt is stronger than your belief—I get it. I’ve been there (honestly, I’m still there sometimes). But this is what I’m learning:

Doubt doesn’t get to define me.
My actions do.
My art does.
My community does.

I’m not my doubt. And neither are you.

If you’re going to be at the Berkshire Yoga Festival (June 12–15, 2025)—come say hi. I’ll be there with a curated collection of Umindak pieces, created with care and intention. I’d love to meet you, hear your story, and help you find something that makes you feel like the work of art you already are.
Visit berkshireyogafestival.com for festival info.

WholeARTedly,
Det